Tuesday, January 30, 2007.

7:09 AM
LOVES.

how come we can quarrel over a guy? gosh. if that can be considered as quarreling. i will be frank here. i dun really believe it la. seriously. think bout it girl, if you were me and i knew you for so long and you are one person who will defend yourself if someone misunderstood you, you didnt. serious.
when you just suddenly walked away, i was like WTF. am i like in the wrong now? i didnt do anything wrong and you are walking away from me, just like this? come on la. i was furious. seriously furious. i thought of just going back home at that instance. really. how could you walk away from me, just like that?

well, i was still angry when you spoke to me in the lift. but i was glad you made the first move. the first move dissolved all unhappiness within me cause you never made the first move whenever we had quarrels. although i still dun really believe, but everything's cool now. =)

when you asked me why i dont really like your boyfriend. i wouldnt say my reasons out. cause, im a outsider. i dun have the rights to talk bad bout your boyfriend in front of you or to anyone. and i dun want this to become a problem to us. when you cried today, i felt so guilty. i should have kept my mouth shut. real shut. shouldnt have said anything to me. i was surprised. really. well, at least these tears told me that you still care bout my thoughts. dun worry bout this problem. i will resolve it myself. anyway, i wouldnt see him often or talk to him often. so, no worries yea? just like what germ said, best friends normally dun get along with their best friend's boyfriend. so, we are considered as best friends? haha.

dun think bout it already. cause i seriously dun want this to become a problem between us. and please be assured that i will still hang out with you guys. no one can replace you guys in me. all the fun and laughter. *smiles.

can you (the other readers) imagine all these happened in a day? every thing you know! gosh. i dun like days like this. today seriously wasnt my day. i banged my leg onto the table in school, my cute cute cut his hair weirdly, MFP presentation was kinda buang-ed, the quarrels and tears, missed my 159 and 325. G-O-S-H.


will the sky always be like this for me?


my mood isnt very good these few days. i think must be post chalet symptoms. too much fun during the chalet. so, need a few days to be like this again. haha. rubbish.