Saturday, September 01, 2007.

9:38 AM
LOVES.

im wearing this white shorts that i haven touch since the day my mum bought it for me. it's, quite comfortable. LOL.

enough of this random-ness. im feeling very bored now. i want to be in zouk now! those fellas in there must be having one hella night! PAUL VAN DYK IS THE DJ. fuck. why cant i be 18 now!!!!!!!!!!! =(

i have tons of photos to be uploaded. from my study days to today. wahahaha. and the study photos are gruesome. fuck shag. lol.


i have purple lips. this is bad.

and while im studying in my room, my dearest sister is watching naruto on my bed, with no sense of shame.



and when she's done with her show, she comes and disturb me.



she's missing her emma now. LOL.



studied everywhere. SIM MH library, HQ library, PS's starbucks, BOON KENG's mac, SERANGOON's mac, FAT MI's house. i studied in all parts of singapore. only balance tampines that side. hmmmm.





this is the sickening MPO. which i hope i will pass.



and this is elysia chan mali chan (who is 'studying'. LOL. ) and fatimah with the twist.



they are good study companions. especially chan mali chan. lol.

this is the MPO chiong-ing time at fat mi's house. first night of NO SLEEP.





with my only study companion, the almighty HAMSTER.





this is the second night. chiong-ing maths. gave up at 4am.



and took a photo of the carpark downstairs. LOL.



the almighty hamster wasn't active. slept almost half the night. no one to accompany me. =(

and this is me on the third day's morning.



not enough sleep.
not enough knowledge.
enough stress and worries.

and after the english paper, WE ARE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

thus, regaining all my strength, energy and whatsoever, i have returned to the healthy stage of this:



although the eye bags are still there, i realise that eye bags are good for putting eye-liner. LOL.

so, the shopping begins with the mummy and sister.



the always-there-no-matter-what sister, sheryl chua te te.



and the mummy who lies to her daughter.



oh yes. we saw chan mali chan also. LOL. hope your infection is better!



all energy is back. thus, the cam-whoring starts! still have more photos in my mummy's phone. will upload some other time.



i took photos of her changing. LOL. and no, i wouldnt post them up. i must protect my sister's modesty, although she is not ashame of it. LOL.





here starts the trail of my face.



i like the makeup that day. it didn't smudge much. wahahahaha. i have finally mastered the act.



thinking of you, fis. -.-

i think i look like lina here.



the smile of a stress-free person.



the first photo of the piercing.




but yet, her life is changing so fast.



she just wants to plant this lips onto that special someone.



but yet she knows it's quite impossible.



because of her insanity, she refuses to be the one to say it.



because she might just chew his head off if he rejects.



but still, she likes him alot alot.



and she wonders whether he likes her alot alot too.



and the thirst for him is so vexing, she turned into a stone.



with black eyes, that cannot be erased.





went for that rat cartoon movie with dar-er-ling, laijie and jeremy. the movie was so-so. didnt enjoy it much. my eye was swollen and it was tearing from the start of the movie to sleep time. fuck. it is still red now.


the story of these 2 women started in late 2004.



started during our secondary 3 days. although we were already classmates during sec 2. LOL.



well, a normal friendship will have many ups and downs. we definitely has many of them.



pissed her off, pissed me off, made up and had sex. ROFL.



always there when im down. always there when she's down.



always having loads of fun when we are together. laughter and madness never escapes us. by the way, she's the one making me laugh. hahahaha.



met one of my boyfriend through her. though it was a short relationship and dont wish to talk of it anymore.



scolds me when i do dumb stuff and wear expired lenses.



one conclusion, she's lovable and always my dar-er-ling. <3




went out with the besties today. been soooooo long since we last went out. fuck the exams!

took neo-prints. haha.




the story of us, go far far back.



can you believe that me and shoon didnt like each other before?



but now, we are best friends and the past dont matter to us anymore.



together with grace, we are the lao chen, lao liang and lao cai.



we love each other. forever.



we made plans to go out together with our boyfriends together. we made many many other dumb plans too. LOL.



shoon is the naggy one, the indecisive one, the clown.



grace is the movie-lover, the singer.



i am the late comer, the ajisen lover.



they make up a big part of my life. without them, life will be very very fucking boring.



they were with me through my emo-ing days. always throwing advice at me.



and i can only cry to them. i dont know why. no one has seen me cry. not even them. they only heard me crying only. lol. still remember the crazy crying when the fucking doctor said i might go semi deaf, shoon? that was the only time.

im always this:



when im with them.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!



this post just came up. i didn't plot this up. i think it's the milk tea. i had too much milk tea today.



and a regular cup from full house. *burp.

and a photo of my husband, who is slogging his life out in japan, making more money for me to spend. LOL. i think shoon will slap me. hahahahaha.