Sunday, October 21, 2007.

8:19 AM
LOVES.

alrighty. for a full update now. haha.

been doing projects/assignments everyday in school now. morning to night in school. can die sia. didn't know we can be so 'nerdy'. LOL.

projects were meant to be dull, boring, life-less and tiring. well, it is tiring, but never boring or dull when you have bimbos as project mates, right fatz? LOL. we cam-whore, we shit, we eat, we crap, we bimbo, we nerd, we LOL, we disturb people, we scold people, we did everything you cannot imagine.



however, lucky we are serious when we are doing work. ROCK ON BIMBOS!



i love them! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ they totally make my days in SIM so much so much so much so much better.



enjoyable i meant. especially when fatz is around. she is the huh? what? girl.



'and the sea weed was this big'



'we must be serious you know.'



'oh okay. ' *continuing playing. LOL!



see la. they are trying to camoflauge my bangle. they bully me even when im sleeping.



my companion through boring lessons.



bang bang! all the evil gamblers are dead!



this is fucking true.



dressed up for clubbing. but, didnt go in the end. LOL.



if it wasn't for her, i think i wouldnt get serious with work.



but, she always bullies me.



web-cammed during our short break. please pardon fatz's bimbotic faces. LOLOLOL.

















i think ely wasn't there. haha. if not, she will scold us for taking photos during project time. haha. she's like our mother like that.





pro camera face. LOL.



I LOVE THIS PHOTO. CAUSE GOT MY FACE! LOLOLOL.

classic mama~



us with trump.



that's all for the photos.

oh crap, i did the video for our bus comms project. but, got the watermark. FUCK! WASTE MY TIME ONLY! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. ANGRY !

anyway, the scene that i was hoping for happened today. my whole family accepted Christ. it felt kinda weird in the beginning, seeing my dad and my mum attending service. but, it feels great knowing my parents accepted Christ and my dad's in a cell group! woopeedo ~~~~~~

i feel, God has helped me in accepting and dealing with my problems recently. He proved it by making my family stronger and blessing us with strength and courage to overcome these problems. and i think, it's time to return to Church. i love God, i always did. it's just that, past nightmares came haunting me and i feel ashamed to step into the House of God, in fear of dirtying such a Holy place. but when i went to Trinity, God welcomed me Home. the place where i once belonged and always will belong, no matter how 'dirty' i am, He will wash me clean and love me always. and yes God, i love you always, and forever.

i never expect myself to blog on my spiritual life. i was always afraid to face God. no one knows why, except jeremiah. i always rejected delphine whenever she asks me to return to church. because i had a voice inside me, telling me, 'if you go to church, you will only dirty the place with all your dirty deeds.' i was afraid God will detest me. i was afraid everyone will know my dirty secret and despise me. but now i know, i was worrying for nothing. God can overcome everything. He will cleanse me clean, make me pure, make me strong.

i, sincerely thank God for everything, for making my life better. and also, showering my family with all His precious love.

GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME! this was a verse that trinity children church, which i used to attend when i was a kid, kept repeating.

night everyone. my shit is coming out.