Tuesday, October 16, 2007.

9:05 AM
LOVES.

im feeling very down. something BIG is happening in my life now. i hate it. i dont want it. my fav song has become a reality.

i cant stand it. this stressful feeling. i just broke down and cried in front of ely and fatz. i couldnt take it anymore. i feel so horrible inside the bus today. i, dunno how to face the problem. i, dunno what to do. how to do. how to face it. how to cope.

i just want to live my old life back. is that so difficult, God?